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Hi! My name is Samantha!

I am fueled by faith, blogging, and chocolate. I’m all about having authentic and intentional conversations, as well as offering advice where I can. I love talking all things blogging, beauty, and lifestyle. Thank you so much for stopping by! I hope you will choose to subscribe and stay a while!

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Hey guys! Welcome back. I have always been known as being shy and quiet. I have never taken many chances. I always want people to like me. I never want to hurt anyone or cause them any kind of pain. I always try and the best version of myself for other people. I never take advantage of anyone. I always try to stay on people’s good side. I forgive even when someone may not deserve it. All of these things seem good on the surface, but they have led to some pretty tragic moments in life.

I have learned that while I may be an inherently good person, I always try to do the right thing, and I never take advantage of anyone, that does not mean they will treat me with the same respect. In many ways I have been taken advantage of. My kindness has caused people to believe that I am weak and incompetent. They think I am unable to take care of myself and do things I want to do. They don’t believe I have what it takes to get anywhere and that I shouldn’t even try.

My reputation has always been the weak, quiet girl that never had a chance. Little did they know I spent my entire childhood fighting for my life. I never knew or realized how hard I had to work until I became an adult and realized that while people my age have a hard time with certain adult responsibilities, I am a master at them.

I may not be outgoing or outspoken. I may not be the best people person. I may not be the best at making decisions and knowing what I want. However, I am trustworthy and dependable. I work hard and follow with passion. I know how to lead when necessary and follow when appropriate. I can follow my own path, but can take directions and advice from those around me. I have respect for those superior to me. I am cautious with whom I choose to spend my time because my time is precious. All of these things I do quietly. I do them without drawing attention to myself. But none of these things make me weak. None of them make me incapable. They all make me a decent human being with a lot to offer to the world in a positive way.

My reputation may seem that I am quiet, shy, broken, and afraid. But I am so much more than that. I am strong and independent. I can hold my own. I have done it for as long as I can remember. There have been times in my life when no one really cared. There have been times when I was left alone to figure things out and do things on my own. There have also been times where I was surrounded by people who abused me and manipulated me. There were times when I was lost and broken, but I healed and found my way back all by myself. I never really had much support from anyone. I am thankful now for the people I do have, even if they are temporary. Some of the best people I have ever known are no longer in my life. Some of the best people I know are currently in my life. I now have all I need.

I ruined my reputation in a good way. I may seem fragile and broken, but believe me I am not. My life has been one disastrous event after another. I take advantage of the time I have now and all that I can enjoy because I wasn’t always allowed to do that. I am grateful now for the opportunities I have and the experiences I get to have. I look forward to the future.

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed this. Please like it if you did. Don’t forget to follow before you leave if you have not already and I hope to see you next time.

4 comments on “Ruining My Reputation (In The Best Way)

  1. This is so inspiring and lovely!! ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’•

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  2. SaRitzy says:

    I love this post! I’m also known for being shy and quiet when people first see me. But they get to know me they realise not that quiet. This post is so meaningful! Keep up the good work! xx

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    1. Thank you! I’m so glad you enjoyed it and were inspired!

      Liked by 1 person

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