Hey guys! Welcome back. It is officially Christmas and as exciting as that is, it’s also a little bittersweet. This Christmas I am alone and as much as I have tried to make it as special as I could, it’s still just not the same. I’m emotional and I just feel really off. It just doesn’t really feel like Christmas. The past couple of days have been hard I must say. I wanted this to be great and I wanted to continue to spread all the joy and happiness, but right now I’m just not there.
So if you are also spending Christmas alone, just know my heart goes out to you because it’s hard. This year has been hard and right now I am just thinking back on everything that has happened and it makes my heart hurt. I have grown so much this year and I am incredibly proud of how far I have come, but I also see the pain that i have felt and the struggles that I was forced to overcome.
But the good news is I have been working on some things to keep my mind off of everything. I am working on all the content for 2021. From blog posts to videos, I am excited to really bring you guys the best year of content that I possibly can. I am looking forward to not only achieving the goals I have but exceeding them. I have really high hopes for this new year and hopefully it’s not nearly as rocky as 2020 has been.
I wanted to take this opportunity to show some real appreciation. First and foremost I need to thank all of you. This year has caused some ups and downs, but we got through it together and we really grew a lot. I can’t thank each one of you enough for continuing to be here and support me as I continue to find my way. We will continue to face challenges as we go on, but I am excited to overcome them together.
I am so thankful that I have been given all the opportunities that I have been given. I am thankful that this year brought me a new home, a new job, and new people who have shown me real love, grace, and hope. I am thankful that I wake up everyday in a safe place and I have people that I can turn to when I’m feeling down or need some joy. I am thankful that I made it through one of the biggest challenges I have ever faced.
I am excited for what 2021 has to offer me. I’m sure there will be challenges and obstacles, but after surviving 2020 I have no doubts that I can make it through this next year. I have some really big things coming both personally and professionally and I can’t wait to see them really start coming to life. It’s a year of really big dreams and really outrageous plans, but when 2020 started I had no idea that I would end up here.
I love each and every one of you more than you will ever know. And I am beyond grateful for your continued love and support as I share my life, thoughts, and opinions with you. It is really fulfilling to know that there are so many people who are interested in what I have to say. So thank you again for being here and continuing to teach me and help me grow. I’m excited to see what we are able to accomplish together in 2021!
And with that I will say Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of you! Thank you so much for stopping by! I hope you enjoyed this. Please like it if you did. Let me know in the comments who you are spending Christmas with this year and if you happen to be spending it alone, what you are doing to make it special. Don’t forget to follow before you leave if you have not already and I hope to see you next time!