Hey guys! Welcome back. Today is going to be a little different because I’m going veer away from my normal content for today and just let you know how I’ve been feeling lately. I know I’m not the only one and my hope is that this reaches someone who needs to see it and maybe needs a little encouragement. The past month has not been easy for me at all. There have been a lot of changes happening and they have been good changes, but that doesn’t mean it’s been easy.
With change comes a lot of uncertainty and a lot of learning. I’ve had to learn new things, build new routines, and change my mindset on a few things. I knew going into it that it wouldn’t be easy, but I also knew that was the only way to get where I wanted to be. And at the beginning of the month I quit my job and started a new job only to find out that may all be changing again very soon.
Back in July I applied for a job that I really wanted and never heard anything. Assuming I probably wouldn’t hear anything, I decided to move on. Only for them to come around two weeks later and ask if I was still interested. So now things might be changing drastically again. Now, I don’t regret leaving my job when I did because I knew I needed to get out of there. I’m just now having to prepare for even more changes if anything comes of this one. I’ve been interviewed, just waiting to hear.
So it’s been challenging. I have days when I’m super optimistic and days when I’m a little down on myself. I know it will all work out in the way it is meant to, but I can’t help but be really excited that I might finally get to do a job that I really love and that I look forward to everyday. It’s never easy starting a job and immediately having to leave, but they know it might be coming and are understanding because it’s a big deal.
I have moments where I’m excited. I have moments where I’m nervous. I have moments where I’m on the verge of a breakdown. At any given moment my life could literally change forever. So come what may. Regardless of the outcome, I know it’s for the best and I know that this is just where I am supposed to be for now. It’s been a struggle uprooting my life only to potentially have to uproot it again, but it’s all for good reason.
So I want you to know if you are also going through a season of change or struggle or uncertainty, that it’s where you are meant to be right now. It’s not easy and it’s not always fun, but it’s leading somewhere really great. I know it for me and I know it for you. It will be okay. Maybe not tomorrow, but at some point you will look back and realize why you were here right now and what came of it. So just hold on.
Change isn’t always easy, but that doesn’t mean it’s bad. Difficult doesn’t mean bad. It means growth. So just stay strong and keep going. Thank you so much for stopping by! I really hope you enjoyed this. Please like it if you did. I know it’s different, but it was on my heart tonight so thank you for allowing me to share. Don’t forget to follow before you leave if you have not already and I hope to see you next time!