Hey guys! Welcome back. When I think back on the beginning of this year I had so many plans and dreams for myself. I had so many ideas on what I thought would happen this year and none of the things that have happened so far were on that list. And when I look back I realize I was really limiting myself. I wasn’t really dreaming or thinking big and therefore I couldn’t even fathom all the things that would come. 2020 was such a rocky year for me, and this year has been almost just as rocky. But so many amazing things have happened during both years.
This Friday something is coming up that could potentially change and uproot my entire life. If I get this job I will have to move completely to a new apartment and start a new job…again. I’ll have to quit the job I started less than a month ago and everything will completely change. It’s kind of scary, but through this process I learned that you just never know what God has in store for you. I don’t know if me quitting my last job and going to work somewhere else was necessarily what God had in store for me because I may have been jumping the gun a little bit, but I don’t necessarily regret it.
Since quitting my last job I am so much happier and I think in many ways it helped me prepare for this new opportunity. If anything actually comes of it I think I will going into it with a much better mindset and really be all in on what I’m going into. And while I don’t necessarily know what God’s plans are for me completely, I have a really good feeling that this is going to work out the way I am expecting it to and that everything will be okay. And while it will be a challenging season, it won’t be totally bad.
I’ve always asked God what His purpose for me is and I think I’ve always doubted it even when He told me what it was. I ignored all the signs when they were right in front of me. So when it came to this one I knew I couldn’t ignore it because I feel so strongly that this is what He’s telling me to do. And even if something happens and it doesn’t work out I think it will be His way of telling me that this wasn’t for me so I can officially move on from it. Either way, I will soon know what is meant to be and how this will work out.
I am hopeful for good news following Friday’s meeting, but I just don’t know. It could honestly go either way. But I promise to update you as we continue on this journey. Thank you so much for stopping by! I really hope you enjoyed this little random thought with me. Please like it if you did. Let us know in the comments if you have anything potentially life-changing coming up so we can also be thinking of you. Don’t forget to follow before you leave if you have not already and I hope to see you next time! Also tomorrow is October’s Q&A so leave your questions in the comments!